I’m not trying to sleep with you
Though the thought has crossed my mind
I’m not even trying to wrap my arms
Around you while you sleep tonight
All I really want to do
Is look you in the eye
But eye contact is not
One of my fortes

All I can say
Is six months has gone by
With you and me going our separate ways
But not far enough to divide
This thing that shall remain unnamed
Until a name I can find
That fully encompasses what it is

“I’m sorry” isn’t good enough
And neither expected that it might
It was just such a nice thought
That two words could combine
The two of us once again

All I really want to say
Is I wish I didn’t feel
The way I do when you aren’t around
But sometimes it’s a little
Worse when you are here
I’m still not quite sure how

I just want to be what we are
But I’m not sure what that is
I hope we can figure this out
Because I miss you every day
I still sleep with that teddy bear sometimes
And it doesn’t squeeze back